i am [ something wrong ]
today backed home quite early. about 2pm.
so i went out to have my lunch with 3rd bro.
aiks.
was talking abt smth..
i was asking him how da word spell.
then he asked me ' u never heard of tis sport ? '
i answered ' no '
he laughed.
he asked again ' so what sport have u heard ? '
i didn't answer him.
what do u expect to hear from me ?
basketball. badminton. tennis. baseball. is that okay to u?
i cried.
i am not angrying .
i just felt unhappy and ..I Dunno!
when i dunno wat is it. i asked.
but once i asked.
you laughed.
tis is not the 1st time.
maybe you are just letting me to know that im worst or wateva it is.
sometimes... im just thinking that . mayb there is another way to let me know.
i felt like you are looking down on me.
yeah rite.
ppl look down on u. then proof that you are not that worst la !
proof that they were wrong !
yeah ! im trying.
and once.
i thought that i proofed it .
or mayb ..
i should say .
actually i didn't proof anything..
i thought i was better than last time.
i improved a lot.
once... i thought.
mayb not.
okay.
i was wrong.
sorry then.
im just ..
no....
nothing .
I AM BETTER THAN LAST TIME I USED TO BE !
i know there is lots more to improve.
can't you just give me some time?
i know..
i am weak.
everything is changing.
mayb few years later.
you never see the weak me.
weak ..
(:
today backed home quite early. about 2pm.
so i went out to have my lunch with 3rd bro.
aiks.
was talking abt smth..
i was asking him how da word spell.
then he asked me ' u never heard of tis sport ? '
i answered ' no '
he laughed.
he asked again ' so what sport have u heard ? '
i didn't answer him.
what do u expect to hear from me ?
basketball. badminton. tennis. baseball. is that okay to u?
i cried.
i am not angrying .
i just felt unhappy and ..I Dunno!
when i dunno wat is it. i asked.
but once i asked.
you laughed.
tis is not the 1st time.
maybe you are just letting me to know that im worst or wateva it is.
sometimes... im just thinking that . mayb there is another way to let me know.
i felt like you are looking down on me.
yeah rite.
ppl look down on u. then proof that you are not that worst la !
proof that they were wrong !
yeah ! im trying.
and once.
i thought that i proofed it .
or mayb ..
i should say .
actually i didn't proof anything..
i thought i was better than last time.
i improved a lot.
once... i thought.
mayb not.
okay.
i was wrong.
sorry then.
im just ..
no....
nothing .
I AM BETTER THAN LAST TIME I USED TO BE !
i know there is lots more to improve.
can't you just give me some time?
i know..
i am weak.
everything is changing.
mayb few years later.
you never see the weak me.
(:
1 comment:
it's normal for a person to say something and the other person to misinterpret it. I'm not trying to side your 3rd bro... but give him the benefit of the doubt. If you still feel unhappy about it, tell him straight when this happens again. Let him know that he hurts you and apologise for it. He will understand... writing in a blog to tell the world won't help... but telling him will do.
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