[ fear ]

Am i afraid ?
yes. no. i shouldn't be afraid.
I am just afraid.
but i shouldn't be afraid of anything.
i told myself. go for it. lets go for it.
but im afraid of failure . im afraid of making the wrong decision.
im afraid. that i'll regret.

and i am so afraid of the feeling of [fear].
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So,i went BBQ with friends and boyfriend :D

okay lar :D quite happy actually. hmph. was the 1st time i countdown with him . gosh ~!
So sorry !! David's gf named Wendy not Mandy ! getting closer with her, with lin's friends too.
got .. kar fai, yu wei, ka khong, zhi wei, david, hmph....... loads. but dunno their name :D
Funny guys talk craps.

Then, me and boy played those things. so happy. its like. u're backed to ur childhood. laughs and funs, no worries.

I love the feeling of secretive :)
Everyone dunno the truth, but we know.