She is officially 19 now.

It was another ordinary day but one thing that is totally different is that i can abuse my special status. Imma queen yesterday (: haha.

It was my last tenth birthday and i thank everyone who wishes me. I smile every time i received you guys' calls and messages because you let me know that you still care and remember me (: A sincere thank you from me.

Am officially 19 now.
There are quite a few first time i had in this year. Freedom i have now is much much more compared to last few years(i fought for it!) and what i am doing now, is working hard for my future(better resume).

For the things that happened to me, i've learned to perservere my point of view. I've been listen to others and tend to agree with them. One day, i've realize. Not necessarily that other people's point of view is correct while mine are wrong. Every individual have different thinking. We shall listen to others. Not necessary to agree with them but do not doubt their views. Main point is, we are all different!

I always have hard time in making decisions because i wana make the right and wise decision! but eventually, ended up for worrying too much. I don't know if it happens to you guys though, but there is always things that stopping me for making the first step. Fear for the unknown. Besides that, I doubt about my ability. and now, am still learning to not doubt about my ability and trust myself that i can do it.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

I just realized that i've get to know about myself so much. I think am growing older and more aware of things happening around me. Things i have now, i may not gain it myself but the chance given by others. I shall appreciate it and work hard for it.


An unchange fact is that am still a girl who pampered by a lot of people. Boyfriend, friends, brothers, parents! I have awesome collegemates who help me in assignments, tell me the info that i wana know. Awesome boyfriend who tries his very best to make me laugh and get the stuffs i want for me. Awesome friends who can get crazy together, shopped together, tease each other, who see me fall, who support me, who listen to me and who let me realise what kinda person i am. Awesome brothers who gimme advises in the path am walking and awesome parents who take care and raise me up. Please forgive me as a rebellious child.

Happy 19th Birthday CassandraW.