Work.

Finally updated the installation dinner. After the dinner, i actually went to maison meet up Viona and Annie. Well, not very happening night. No hot guys :(

Well, besides toastmasters, friends, family, yam cha and pak tor. This year i actually have another stuff to do. that working.

WORK? I never wana commit to work at this young age. As in its only early 20's. No, am actually only 19(duh). lol. anyway, on December i've took the insurance exam which cost me 200. Including after pass, getting an insurance agent license and .. bla bla (:

So, am officially an insurance agent now. I never thought that i would step into this industry. Dad and siblings are all in this industry. So i guess i got influence from them? Besides that, i see how much my bro could spent. So, i thought, why not i give it a try?

Remember the last few plurk?

Dare to dream, dare to make a change. After all, am only 19!

So you think it's easy ar? DEFINITELY NOT. Well, yet to give up!
I once broke down and ended up crying so hard. I said, even the closest friends of mine are not even supporting me. How am i gonna continue to do this?!

Then, a friend in HLA asked me, have you tried asking/informing for 30people? If not, thats not rejections. As if you've tried 30people and they all rejected you, thats rejections! erm, true (:

After that incident, i kinda took slightly easier. but i still feel sad and down when people reject me. Honestly, what i feel sad about is not that i cant close sales. Never thought of able to close a sale after asking only a few people also. What really makes me sad is people rejected you BEFORE even give a chance to themselves or me, to explain or tell you about it. You know, thats sad (: That really broke my heart though. but its okay lar. Who likes salesperson? I don't like either. Am glad the boyf at least did so. Thanks a lot. But still, its okay lar. SMILE. No one says it's easy. Again, it's not about me. Its about you. You're the one who buy and you're the one whose life is insured. so yea (:

I will continue to hang on. Thinking of achieving what normal people at my age is not normally achieving it. Thinking of gaining experience. Thinking in helping my personal growth. Thinking of earning a few ks/ extra pocket money a month. Why not give it a try? I would never let my life get wasted. It's an opportunity! I don't wana let it go waste.

If i succeeded, i own what i want. If i failed, at least i tried.

There is a saving plan which stop offering in 5th Feb though (:
The saving plan's guaranteed FD is up to 12.5% per year, non-guaranteed FD is 6.5%. Save for 6 years, receive FD for 35 years. Check out the FD you're receiving in bank. It's way lower than an insurance company is offering. From year '97 till now, the FD in bank has dropped from 11% till now 2.5%/3%. Another is the 'top up' medi is able to work with any company's medical card. It's main purpose is to prolong your medical card usage.

Still, haven't thought of giving up yet. Just go with the flow. At least until i didn't even close a sale and have to give up my license! lol :p

I've already succeeded a bit. You know why?
Because i dare to try.

YOU? (: